haha.. hey guys!! how are you? i'm alright.. training has started for me... hopefully i can get into a great team after that.. saturday would be the first day of training... haha... JIAYOU SKY!!! anyway.. friday will be the day that i truely can have my own freedom yea... haha.. counting down.. haha... think saturday jiu will torn already.. hehe.. =P

cheers!!

hey guys!! nowadays i'm in bad mood... not because of anythin.. just that i feel that things are unfair in the way it is... last week i quarrelled with a stupid guy...he is such a sore loser... we played ball and he pushed me during fast break and i almost fell down... so i scolded him lor... the day after i quarrelled with one of my close friend... because he let me wait for so many times and it had become too shitty that the time i need to wait has become about an hour plus each time... then he wanted to to return him everything.. so be it. i've returned him everything and now i want nothing to do with him...

things actually happens when B does not want A.. but Alikes B alot... A is sadd-ed... everything is so unfair and sometimes when people makes mistakes, they another chance don't they?


anyway.. i need a job too... no money la.. how can i go out?? i need to be more calm... can't flare like always eh.. but if sometimes people stop to say sorry, it can do wonders... so let sorry be a part of you... give people chances to make it up... but if things really goes out of hand.. then just forget it yea.. hehe..

cheers!!

hey guys.. was training this few days.. it seemed that i am becoming fitter and better... actually i found out that running isn't such a bad thing after all... you get to keep fit, get to stay alert, and most importantly, it is a training for the mind of preservance.. i ran and ran.. nowadays, i've sleepless nights.. and it is due to a few memories of people in my life.. i hope they are alright.. they are always making me worried for them.. but it'll work out somehow? hehe... i guess i can't be a saint but neither do i wanna be a sinner yea? and something bad happened today too.. why does things happen? it all happens for a reason... to make people bond together more.. but sometimes, mistakes are made or even misunderstandings is there... why are there so many questions? nowadays i'm thinking.. if there are humans, why are there spirits? where does all of them come from? we believe in God too? but where do God come from? why is there a world today? it is all mystery? tell me? where do all the things come from? anyway.. it poured heavily nowadays... it seem to dampen my spirits too... hais... can't believe that things happened and some of them are never solved... sometimes i feel that i can hear people's evil thoughts... some wanting things to happen and some waiting for things to happen.. what am i suppose to do? who can help me? but 1 thing for sure that things will work out somehow... haas....

hi guys.. =)) its my holiday now and i still can't find a job.. sian... =(( cannot be that i'm slacking every moment and sleeping every second now and then... sad.. lol... see!! i'm slacking off by my bolster... lol.. sadd-ed...see!! am i right?? wahahhahaha... lol.. =PP sian... get me a job please!!!! hais...

hey guys.. how's your chinese new year? mine was a failure.. it was totally like a waste of time.. but i guess it was still alright.. i don't even have new year mood this year.. it was a total bore... anyone can share some mood with me? =P anyway.. my probation is coming to an end.. in another 41 days.. damn lonely nowadays.. with my holidays started, I'm already out of job and not even a job offer.. was looking out some jobs out there but i'm not even able to enrol myself in.. omg.. haha... with my job experience, should be alright but the requirements nowadays is like omg lor... haha... scary.. boo... anyway.. i need a life!! it's boring to stay at home everyday or even go out everyday to spend some stupid money on obviously nothing.. -.- i don't even have mood to like do anything... total bore... i need money.. ii need a life.. i need my freedom... i need alot of things... who can grant me my wish? hais... forget it.... obviously i need alot of things!!!! omg!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhh!!!

hey guys.. how are you? tag me? anyway.. i've just alright.. not too good eh.. =X anyway.. last few days, i went to checkpoint to get my belt.. i had a fright out of my life. I went into a shop and ask for belt buckles, then i went in right to the back. then... te guy showed me a belt buckle.. at the start, it was a lighter belt.. THEN.. he pushed a button and a knife came out.. oh my gosh.. i was like thinkin if i don't buy i think i'll die.. and he kept asking me to buy it. so i bought one... then went for lunch.. but but but!!! after that.. i went on to change for a jack daniel belt bucket.. that was nice.. hahaha...

and.. today i went to marina square and bought my desired shirt... that was CHIO BODOH!!! if you know what i meant... hahaha.. =PP anyway.. my shopping is done... and in the end. i did not buy the shirt from john little.. lol.. so never mind.. hahaha.. don't care!!! lol... i got everything ready.. lol.. tmr is my last week of school.. haha.. then holiday le.. gonna start looking for a job..

i guess i'm not ready for anything.. don't prompt me too much.. my mind is not ready. there are some things which i promised and until that person stop me, i'll stop. i'll try my best to stop.. it's something personal which i can't share.. so sorry...

hi guys.. long time since i blog.. anyway.,. i just got my new year clothes.. yesterday i went to pennisula to get my two jeans and also my white shoe... damn nice lor.. hahaha... so now i'm wondering whether i should get my shirt from john little.. the design is like a bit of malay and indian style de.. it is by a brand 'Murray'.. it's quite expensive.. 50 bucks eh... so i'm considering.. can anyone tell me whether i should get it??? wondering!!! anyway.. i saw chelsea away kit selling for 50 at pennisula.. lol... nice!! black colour.. real kit.. haha.. anyway.. nowadays have been boring.. nothing much really interest me.. let alone girls.. later i become gay sia.. lol.. a bit bored of r/s now.. i've seen too many broken once.. haha... my friends all like all turn crazy after that.. lol.. haha... that is what love means nowadays.. it can be thrown away easily.. haha.. never mind.. i've been single for 6 months now.. haha.. the longest time being single ever since i started to have gf at sec 3.. hahaa... long time... single is good bitch!!! haahahhaha... in class now.. talk to you guys later yea!!!

cheers!!